你。

很喜欢蔡康永在奇葩说说过的一句话，活着的时候要学习面对死亡这件事，要去练习它。我很认同。生、老、病、死、成、住、坏、空，大自然的规律，谁也逃不过。我们亚洲人特别爱逃避，这种逃避很可怕，没有一个人愿意说话，空气安静得窒息，大家假装很镇定，把精神投入在别的事情，把情绪发泄在别人身上。

其实已经在事情发生以前就有一连串的想象，以为自己已经准备好了这一天的到来，可是知道的时候还是有一点不知道应该怎么样反应。这种感觉很奇怪，不是伤心，不是不舍，不是遗憾，是一种突然有一块石头压着心脏的感觉。死亡不可怕，可怕的是一个没有缺席过的人从今天开始不会出现，你不会听到他的声音。你很坚强，很善良，科学家说人死了灵魂回去到另一个地方，不管这个地方存不存在，不管你在哪里，你要开心，我们会好好的。

我们爱你，后会无期。

Why blogging?

Before you all come at me, let me tell you:

Today i’m starting a blog; 
mostly because my brain keeps telling me things to the tune of “LIVE YOUR LIFE.. NOW” very garyvee or whatever his name is type stuff— I don't really have a favourite blogger or read certain blogger's blog I read most of the blogs that I'm really interested in, and thinking back to 2013 when i was obsessed with people like @iamgalla and my best friends Vi Sing and Ann Miao's blog, and i just remember wanting to be as good as they were at story telling and still pretty much look to them for inspiration to this day. It’s something i’ve always wanted to do, but more than that, or at least the reason i’m starting this now is because i want to start something and actually follow it through. I hope it motivates me in my life to actually do something more productive rather than just thinking about it. I started posting on Instagram in 2012 i think? And it was always a way to connect with others but i knew that at the end of the day it was just an app, but for me at least it turned into a lot of friendships, opportunities, and a massive creative outlet, you know? So help me kick off and hopefully do some helping along the way, let this be a place for opportunity, friendship and creativity by letting me know what you want my upcoming blogs to feature, I have so many exciting contents that I'm keen to share about my life but I always take a step back because of laziness and I'm afraid that no one wants to know about it. I thought about doing vlogs on Youtube, but I don't think I can speak to the camera lens like how any other vloggers do, I'm so so so socially awkward (something new lol) and I'm the type of person who gets so inspired by words.

Anyway, excuse my English because it's so bad and I don't know much vocabulary and I'm very terrible in writing and putting things into words. If you hated it, if you loved it, if you learned anything from it— i wanna from YOU! And for Instagram (or rather the internet) to be a fun place to continue to foster creative thoughts and feelings.