SC

Not trying to be petty but sometimes I just don't understand why do I need to be nice.
I'm not sure if I should keep trying to "blend" with these bunch of people
or I should just quit
because what's the point of putting in efforts into a place where you don't feel welcomed at all

Everyone remembers everyone's birthday and there is me who got left out
Got added into groups sharing presents for others and there is me who didn't even get a wish from these bunch of people who I care.
I wanted to believe that everyone is busy with their works
but you guys tend to remember someone who shared the same birthday with me in cg but forgot mine

I'm not even sure how should I feel about this
about the belated wishes
not sad, it is just so funny
funny to see how everyone pretend to care
guess it's just a place where I don't belong to