b

it feels familiar

but a little strange this time

i learn to lower down my expectations 

or not have it at all

but it still hurts

i learn to love someone patiently 

but it didn’t work

it feels like a short trip

we both share the same memories

it was precious

but now it’s time we go home

he didn’t come to my mind as much as i thought it would

but when i am typing this

i do

and i wonder what is he doing now

he probably is just getting stoned

idk

i hope i cross his mind sometimes

and i probably do not deserve love